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[Feb. 7th, 2010 09:01 pm] |
I need to learn how to make better use of this blog that is already rotting, probably dying soon!
School has started for almost a month (wow, that kinda caught me offguard) and imo it's all good minus the the smaller class, the i-can-never-clear workload and all the unnecessary falling apart i wish i can find the right words to say and the right stuffs to do so that everything will go back on the right track but i am just gonna let nature take its own course and hopefully time heals all wounds and leave no scars!
kinda like studying with chermaine (hahahah but i bet she will never read this) before monday's training ;-) ; team dinner (Y) after every friday's CCAB's training will never fail to make me feel regretful about not joining hockey earlier and it makes me wonder how will it be like if everyone in the team is closer? Talking about training, I really need to be working much harder for my basics. Don't wanna let myself and the team down :\
And oh, the j1s are here for let's say one week? Even tho I dont personally know them, I kinda dislike them for jamming the roads (i need to run to the assembly grounds almost everyday, morning run or what?!), taking up the spaces in the cafe (as if the cafe is not small enough) and i can't think of any more valid reasons. Sorry bitchy senior here i suck :(
Okay nuff typing. Gotta get some summary and aq done for gp omg i totally hate aq please :( I havent really write a proper AQ ever since last year and have been scoring 2 to 4. To think I am still quite proud of it. HAHAHAHA. Byebye :)
Is it too late for me to just realise that I can't really trust anyone now? Or have I forgotten how to? |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2010 01:07 pm] |
actually the whole of last year only made me realise that we shouldn't hold onto people/things so closely so tightly so that when we lose em the pain isn't so hard to endure. ;-)
&&&& most importantly I must stop being so careless! Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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[Dec. 24th, 2009 03:33 am] |
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"as much as i wanna be and will be there for you in all times just like before, to share your joy when you are happy, to lend you a listening ear when you are feeling down, to be your pillar of strength and source of support when you are feeling discouraged, you will never turn to me anymore.." |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2009 02:19 am] |
Currently using my brother's laptop quite lazy to switch off my own laptop and damn it feels good to not having him kpkb and its only because he is busy typing away on his itouch. lucky kiddo! not fair that he has the third gen which is imo better than my sec gen and i only bought it like less than one year ago?
personally today is quite an important day cos it marks the first and probably the last facebook group that i really really really felt a fucking strong urge to join and i joined it in the end. how true and yet pathetic such facebook group's names can be. must be bcos of my stupid round face but maybe i am like this sometimes too. so no pointing fingers and everything. and oh before i forgot i feel bad for turning up at my grans' to help up with tangyuan second year alr sigh bad granddaughter.
anw, xmas eve is like just 2 days away and guess what i havent even decide if i should go for nigel's party or just stay at home and chill sigh i suck shows innocent face sorry that i am sucha a homie kid and all actually to me xmas its just like any other day i dont really care abt it when everyone is so hyped about it i mean whats the big deal cant really understand. merry xmas in advance god knows when is my next update. |
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[Dec. 14th, 2009 01:28 am] |
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Ok. I am feeling like crap cos I think that I look like crap without makeup (not saying that I look good with makeup) and the crooked bangs that I am having is fucking my life. Can't wait for it to grow out and trim it pls make this happen before school starts if not i will really commit suicide. I wanna f.o.n.d (fuck off n die) but before i do that i must start saving for ps. hehe ;D |
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[Dec. 7th, 2009 12:41 am] |
today is one of the many days when I feel like doing up a proper post but I am just too lazy to keep typing on my itouch (totally gave up the idea of getting an iphone already, waiting for new blackberry models to be released, almost typed cum hahahaha my favourite word of the week since yesterday steamboat at tingli's) and also too lazy to switch on my laptop (I want a new lappy but mummy says after a's) anyways, yesterday was gr8 I guess I was the only girl who had a second rice serving :( more of such little gatherings please ^^ I can feel that my appetite is coming back wonder if it is a good or a bad thing. hurled a whole fucking load of vulgarities but it didn't help at all. current obsession: Lady GaGa's Bad Romance caught in a bad romance afterall it seems like I still blogged a whole chunk k bye love ;) Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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[Nov. 27th, 2009 07:34 pm] |
took on a different perspective and everything became crystal clear it suddenly dawned upon me how and why can't deny how sad is it to but perhaps I asked for all these and it is self-inflicted if only time could turn back I would have made many other different decisions who knows maybe life'd turn out great i like to believe every ending is a brand new beginning and I am having a good feeling about this quite excited actually that's about it adiós! ;) Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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